I’m tired of chasing after people.  I’m tired of fighting for them, and I’m tired of saving them. I’m tired of putting my time and effort in people who don’t care. people whose words don’t match their actions. I’m tired, exhausted of giving too much, of receiving too little. and I know you can’t understand this because you’re on the other side of the situation. I chase you. I rescue you. I care for you and do things to make your life easier but who’s there for me who’s there to comfort me when I feel as if I don’t have enough in me? when I don’t want to keep going? see, the problem is, I’ve given you more than I should have and that has made you blind, and I say this because I won’t leave. you think I don’t have the guts to do so but you’re wrong. you’re wrong about everything. I love myself and the only regret I have is, that I didn’t realize this sooner. only I can save myself and I don’t need a pair of weak hands to try to catch me as I fall.


Don’t let this world make you bitter. Don’t let the actions of other people turn you cold on the inside. Certain things happen that hurt us, people come that leave us, and most of all there are moments when you’re bound to fall. Don’t let those things make you unkind. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to be sad. But it’s never okay to do other people wrong just because you were done wrong. We’re human. We break. We make mistakes. But don’t let m pain and sadness run your lives. Wake up in the morning and do what you think is right. There are moments in your life where you feel like giving up and you can’t take it anymore. It’s okay. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale. I know you’re weak. But the things that show your weak side are also the same ones that make you stronger in the long run. It’s all about taking whatever life throws at you and learning from it.

If I’ve learned anything from life, it’s that sometimes, the darkest times can bring us to the brightest places. I’ve learned that the most toxic people can teach us the most important lessons; that our most painful struggles can grant us the most necessary growth; and that the most heartbreaking losses of friendship and love can make room for the most wonderful people. I’ve learned that what seems like a curse in the moment can actually be a blessing, and that what seems like the end of the road is actually just the discovery that we are meant to travel down a different path. I’ve learned that no matter how difficult things seem, there is always hope. And I’ve learned that no matter how powerless we feel or how horrible things seem, we can’t give up. We have to keep going. Even when it’s scary, even when all of our and strength seems gone, we have to keep picking ourselves back up moving forward, because whatever we’re battling in the moment, it will pass, and we will make it through. We’ve made it this far. We can make it through whatever comes next.

not everything is what is seems, and not everything people say will be true. although, at first, words may seem pretty or comforting. some people will make you care for them. they will make you trust them and even fall in love with them. and once you do, soon enough, the truth will emerge… because it always does. one way or another. people can never run too far from their true intentions. they can never hold in their true colors or what they feel and think… and to be honest, some people are just assholes. some will take you for granted and some will betray you in the worse of ways. and it will hurt. it will break your spirit and make you feel as if you’re the smallest person in the world… but you will learn from these little tragedies and you will get through them as well. and the more you hurt, the more you’ll learn how to properly protect your fucking heart. and the more you break, the stronger you’ll get, and the more you meet shitty people… the easier it gets to keep the ones who make you feel free. so that’s the point, to get hurt a few times here and there, to fall into people’s bullshit every once in a while. it’s bound to happen… there’s no way around it and there’s no other way to learn, to grow and heal. so if it hurts… it is only because it must. so live, learn from experience and remember how some people are cancerous but not all of them are meant to destroy you. the goal is to find the ones who will walk with you, side by side to make a difference. and that’s the realest shit you can do. you can learn from the ones who bring pain and learn to keep the ones who give love close. no matter what.

I have learned a lot this year. I have learned a lot about pain and suffering, but also about joy and happiness. I have learned that sometimes, even those seemingly contradictory feelings can coexist. And I have felt a lot. Sometimes all at once, sometimes nothing at all and sometimes I have felt all at once and nothing at all, simultaneously. And I have learned about good and bad but also about the void that exists in between. I realized that not everything is black and white and the world is so much more beautiful and joyous because of that. I have learned a lot about self-love and self-care. And how long journey it is. And how much I still have left of that journey. How you can try to distract yourself from the real problem by making jokes an avoiding life, how you can try to convince yourself that you are worthy, beautiful and enough but all that will be for nothing unless you take an action that reflects your words. I have also learned a lot about loneliness and how it can cause physical pain to you. Respectively, I have learned how it can be so much worse not to feel lonely; how loneliness can numb you into believing that you will always be alone, both mentally and physically. How people you never thought would leave did. However, being alone is not something to be ashamed of. The felicity that you get from spending time alone is much more fulfilling than the one from investing your time in superficial relationships which only function as a mirage for loneliness. And how sometimes sunsets are your only friend and that is so much more than okay. . I have learned how minutes after even the most beautiful sunset, a hurricane can come out of nowhere and destroy everything; sometimes there is no structure, there is no reason for something. How you spend time endlessly trying to find a reason but sometimes there is simply none. How life will kick you down and how you feel like you will not survive, until you do. I have learned how it is always, always darkest before the dawn. But first and foremost, I have learned that you have to stop waiting for the sun to rise and realize that you were the sun all along.


how many quotes and poems am I going to look at before I realize that even though these words perfectly arranged, are never going to cure what’s broken inside? maybe I take comfort in others who have shared the same heartbreak as me. but the un denying truth is that yes we are all heartbroken from some form of love and we read these quotes to feel a sense of reassurance to our wounded hearts. its only human to feel pain and to find that experience in others almost makes your heart beat a little slower and pause in breathing because you know that feeling. that feeling is so common. yes it hurts. yes you have shed many tears. yes you physically feel like your heart is caving and your chest is collapsing inward. yes you feel like a fool. yes you feel the resentment towards it all. but yes you will fall in love again and yes you will be heartbroken many times. that feeling is temporary, don’t let it consume you. grieve as long as you need to baby. only you can overcome this, so i say this believe in yourself. so cry as much as your tears allow, listen to the sad songs on replay until you can hear them in your head while in weary silence. look at the text the calls and the pictures. think about the memories now, get it all out while the pain is still fresh. you have to clean a scratch with alcohol so yes it’s going to burn like hell but it’s also going to heal you it’s going to cleanse your soul of impurities. yes you might have a scar but you will be heal. they said time heals all wounds, so give it time and if you think your heart was broken so badly that there’s too many pieces to put back together remember that you are alive and that you can overcome this feeling. find yourself darling for

there is so much to live for and this temporary feeling is keeping you from doing that, so look forward and move on not in weary but in confidence because remember pain is common and temporary. yes embrace it but learn to embrace your growth as well. a flower has to weather the storm throughout its whole life and not just as a seed for flowers have many blooms and the storms makes them beautiful and darling you are breathtakingly beautiful. this is only one storm

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